Today, i suffered through the infamous P.T.M and made it out alive..well almost. The common verdict was that i was a very distracted kid. I'm not surprised though, i was always a daydreamer. It never fails to baffle me as to how i was to fight drifting off into some fantasy world where everything is exciting and new. Dangerous and thrilling in a way that things always work out in my favor at the end of it all. How can i fight the urge to be someplace so much better when i'm sitting in my predictable boring world filled with problems of my own making that somehow have never been solved....just like the math sums in my final exam? Going off into the sky to somewhere that i am the director, script writer and producer of my own movie in which i have the lead role, where i call the shots, where i have control. Someplace where my daily fairy tale ends happily ever after and where i can be the person i want to be in the real world but lack the faith and courage to do so. My real life soap opera runs 24/7. It is a thankless job let me tell you that. Filled with people who claim to be my friends, crushes who turn out to be gay and getting thrown around like a pile of dung shamelessly, helplessly alone. Now can you honestly blame me for wanting to go off in to my own la la land? Yeah, well, try telling that to my teachers!
Friday, 5 April 2013
Plight of a dreamer
Today, i suffered through the infamous P.T.M and made it out alive..well almost. The common verdict was that i was a very distracted kid. I'm not surprised though, i was always a daydreamer. It never fails to baffle me as to how i was to fight drifting off into some fantasy world where everything is exciting and new. Dangerous and thrilling in a way that things always work out in my favor at the end of it all. How can i fight the urge to be someplace so much better when i'm sitting in my predictable boring world filled with problems of my own making that somehow have never been solved....just like the math sums in my final exam? Going off into the sky to somewhere that i am the director, script writer and producer of my own movie in which i have the lead role, where i call the shots, where i have control. Someplace where my daily fairy tale ends happily ever after and where i can be the person i want to be in the real world but lack the faith and courage to do so. My real life soap opera runs 24/7. It is a thankless job let me tell you that. Filled with people who claim to be my friends, crushes who turn out to be gay and getting thrown around like a pile of dung shamelessly, helplessly alone. Now can you honestly blame me for wanting to go off in to my own la la land? Yeah, well, try telling that to my teachers!
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