Something is missing.
I'm not sure what it is or where it should fit in but I can FEEL it.
Something is missing.
I'm not sure what it is or where it should fit in but I can FEEL it.
Something is missing.
There's a void within me. The wind blows right through it and the cold numbs my soul, till the sun comes out and I feel again. But feelings get hurt.
I see people every day. All around me everywhere. And they're saying things and doing things and I am just sitting here watching them wishing I could be happy. Or at least be able to pretend I am. They pass me by, transcendent, like extras in a movie. Moving in a blur and speaking in silence. They seem content with mediocrity. I know I'm not and maybe that's my problem.
I yearn for depth. A connection with a person that reason nor logic can explain. I ache for it. Everybody is just scratching at the surface now a days. They are too afraid to dip their toes in the water and I've hit the ocean floor. It's beautiful and haunting but it's also lonely. And when the sunlight disappears it gets cold and dark. Suddenly I'm lost. Suddenly I'm scared. Some days it's worth it. Other days I want to drown.
I'm not waiting for a prince charming to save me. No, I know better than that. But it would be nice if someone would stand by my side and give me the strength to be able to save myself.
